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The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue
From the author of global sensation AS LONG AS THE LEMON TREES GROW
The Ocean Would Paint Me Blue
From the author of global sensation AS LONG AS THE LEMON TREES GROW
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Description
What if you felt like you'd cried all the colours away? The heart-wrenching new story of friendship, loss and identity from the author of international bestseller As Long As the Lemon Trees Grow.
'A powerful, unflinching exploration of Islamophobia, identity, and grief' School Library Journal
'A modern classic about what it means to live, to hope, to despair, and to keep living despite everything.' Ann Liang, author of I Hope This Doesn't Find You
Joining an exclusive high school should be a fresh start for Jihad after her mother's sudden death. But she's the only Muslim student there; her hijab and even her name make her new classmates suspicious.
Only one person treats her with kindness but Jihad can't help questioning his motives. It's hard to trust anyone when she meets indifference or hostility all around her. As tension mounts, she finds refuge in an old sketchbook and in the stories her mama used to tell her. She is determined to focus on making it to art school and a brighter future, but as she starts illustrating her mother's memories, her canvas becomes bigger than she could ever have imagined.
Can Jihad become as resilient as the true meaning of her name, and let the colour back into her life?
'A gorgeous magical story about the power and strength we find in our grief' Huda Fahmy, author of Huda F Are You?
An unputdownable story about family, friendship, grief and trust from a masterful writer of the genre.
Product details
| Published | 02 Jun 2026 |
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| Format | Ebook (Epub & Mobi) |
| Edition | 1st |
| Pages | 352 |
| ISBN | 9781526648563 |
| Imprint | Bloomsbury YA |
| Publisher | Bloomsbury Publishing |
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Reviews
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A searing portrait of a Syrian American teen navigating grief, identity, and systemic injustice in contemporary America ... Magical realism, rooted in a maternal lineage of gifted women, adds lyrical depth without overwhelming the contemporary narrative. Katouh's prose captures the weight of systemic oppression and the fierce resilience it takes to survive. A powerful, unflinching exploration of Islamophobia, identity, and grief. An essential purchase for all collections.
School Library Journal
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I loved this story. I saw myself so clearly in Jihad. Her grief, her loss, her joy, her love. It felt so familiar, so close to home. It's so beautifully written. Zoulfa paints with words, and I expect nothing less from. Because when you give Zoulfa Katouh a pen, magic happens. This is a story about loss, but at its core it is a gorgeous, magical, and heart wrenching story about the power and strength we find in our grief.
Huda Fahmy, author of Huda F Are You?
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A modern classic about what it means to live, to hope, to despair, and to keep living despite everything. With her signature lyrical prose, Zoulfa Katouh paints an achingly beautiful portrait of a young girl in grief and in love. Brace yourself-there will be tears, and they will be worth it.
Ann Liang, author of I Hope This Doesn't Find You
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As gorgeous as it is groundbreaking ... This book is devastatingly beautiful
David Arnold, NYT bestselling author of Mosquitoland, on As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow
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Wrenching and lyrical
Samira Ahmed, NYT Bestselling author of Internment, on As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow
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Heartbreaking and poignant
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